Walking Cloud of Pessimism

A walking cloud of pessimism –
That’s what you seem to be.
I try to brighten up your day
But when you look at me
All I get is blank acknowledgement
A quick wave hi and bye
Instead of the smile I used to receive
When we would make time fly
Talking, laughing, sharing stories
Almost every day!
I never thought I’d have to stand
And watch our bond decay.

Sometimes I think it’s coming back,
We’re older now, and smarter;
But the moment we begin to soar
Is when the ground hits harder.
I’ve fallen and I can’t get up,
Though I can’t say that I’ve tried,
Not that you’d help me anyways –
Instead you’ll try to hide.
But in a sea of endless faces
You’re the first I always see.
That’s when my heart skips a beat
Then falls and scrapes its knees.

Have mercy on the mess that’s me
For secretly I’m pining,
Hoping those gorgeous eyes of yours
Will never quit their shining.

You walking cloud of pessimism,
Please let the sun shine through.
We both know well that happiness
Looks so much better on you.